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# 287 | I’m not feeling it today and I'm happy I don't
- URL: https://mitchellens.ink/monologue/im-not-feeling-it-today-and-im-happy-i-dont/
- Published: 2021-10-14T21:00:00.000Z
- Updated: 2022-01-07T22:00:23.000Z
- Author: Mitchel Lensink
- Tags: Monologue, #monologue-365

I’m not feeling it today. I’m not in a productive mood at all. Or, I should say, not in the mood to create. That’s the same thing, isn’t it?

Anyway, that’s not to say this is a bad thing. On the contrary! I noticed I felt great joy pushing everything on my to do list to a later time. I *have* the time, why not use it? Lessons I’m learning as I go. It certainly beats my usual tendency of doing everything I possibly can today in the hopes that I can relax tomorrow but then finding *more* stuff to do again tomorrow — pushing myself into an endless loop of apparent productivity, which never lets me take a moment off.

\*takes deep breath\*

Aaaanyway… I’ve blocked tomorrow afternoon To continue walking the entirety of the Grebbeline. It’s been a while and I kinda can’t wait to get back out there again. Fingers crossed the afternoon is sunny as the predictions.