A lot has changed, and much has stayed the same. Despite threading carefully, I still developed a small knee-injury that requires physical therapy and a more controlled way of working out. Personal training in small groups is the affordable and sustainable solution, it seems.
I have not missed an entry for my monthly newsletter yet, though I did come close a couple of times the past few months. I have too many open loops and it's difficult to keep focus.
The traffic on my website has been tanking. I'm at 1.5K-ish monthly visitors right now. So I've been writing. About the things I care about and did a lot of thinking on. But the writing is difficult and strenuous. It wouldn't be if I kept focus. But I don't dare focus on one thing, for I fear it might be the wrong thing.
I'm working on video too, again. Once I finish this Now-post I'll probably dive back into the edit. I've been agonizing myself for a month on that edit already. As if this one video will be the 'big bang' I am looking for, exposure wise.
Perhaps that's what it is I'm looking for: exposure. But I believe exposure is earned, not given. And you earn it by doing cool shit that people care about. As long as the audience doesn't, at least not en masse, then the only thing left is to continue working. Hoping someday it pays off.