172 | I'm mad

I’m mad.

I’m mad because our roof started leaking again. Despite having been worked on for two times already, mere months ago.

I’m mad the wallpaper is now letting go and it’s a PITA to get the damages fixed.

I’m mad the internet at home started to become unreliable at best for no apparent reason at all.

I’m mad my photos are being used without my consent and that I should be satisfied with a photo-credit.

I’m mad I haven’t been able to live by my own schedule as much as I want to. It’s always something or somebody demanding my presence or attention.

I’m mad that all this is so draining that I haven’t found the energy or the will to workout at least three times a week.

Now I’m mad I feel unfit and I’m mad that it strengthens my dissatisfaction about all the other things I’m mad about as well.¹

Anyway…

That was a relief.

I guess I’m also thankful that I even have a roof to worry about.

I’m thankful I have internet to moan about. What would we still do without it? This blog wouldn’t exist, that’s for sure.

I’m also thankful my photos are good enough to steal. Perhaps it’s even flattering? I don’t know, I’m still not thrilled about the way that transpired.

All the other stuff I’m not necessarily thankful for but I’m working on improving it. Well then that’s enough of the negativity. I promise I won’t make a habit out of it but i kinda grew tired of having to keep these updates positive all the time. I just wanted to complain today.

At least now I’m not mad anymore.