175 | Going through the motions and a rediscovery
I’ve been really putting myself through the motions lately.1 I promised myself I
would get a day off
Monologue
What started as my daily writing 365 project in 2021 continues in 2026 in a less restricted form. A stream of consciousness that has no other place. Almost like a public diary.
174 | A whole lot of work and synergy
Peep this, I managed to plan all my appointments this week into one single day.
This day. That’s a
173 | Fixing everything
Internet: fixed. But let’s see how things are in a few days.
Leaking roof: contractors called, again. Things should
172 | I'm mad
I’m mad.
I’m mad because our roof started leaking again. Despite having been worked on
for two times
171 | I worked on a Sunday and I don't regret it
Wake up in the morning and watch some YBS Youngbloods on YouTube
[https://youtube.com/c/Youngbloods] to get my
170 | Today's timetable
Go to bed at 04:00.
Wake up at 09:00.
Fall asleep again at 10:50.
Wake up again
169 | Petrichor
The smell outside is amazing. It’s unbelievable what a good thunderstorm can do
after a couple of hot summer
168 | Bad news and two random thoughts
Bad news: The social apps are back on the phone. How’s that for a character
arch. How long has
167 | By the water and back
By the water, across from my home, I sit down and look around. My camera
dormantly slung around my torso.
166 | A premature recap of lessons learned so far
I thought about waiting to write a recap of my experiences producing these
Monologues until I reach 200 days but
165 | Staring in the distance instead of a screen
That’s it, the social apps are gone from my phone. At least for now. I’m not
necessarily opposed
164 | An underwhelming recap
Right, so that recap from yesterday I sort of promised. Well, it was the
official open day of the new
163 | Oh but wait, another day almost passed again
Oh but wait, another day almost passed again? I totally forgot the time? Why,
you ask? Because it’s such
162 | I'm sleepy
I thought about it for a minute on the ride back home and I know the answer.
I’ve burned
161 | Endless Cycle to Utrecht, train back home?
I’m about to set off on a bike ride to Utrecht. It’s about 24K from my home,
which
160 | Plans, apprehension and execution
I planned to do many things today.
I wanted to do none of them.
I ended up doing all of
159 | We're going to Spain. But not yet
Just booked a flight to Spain for the 20th of September. An actual flight. Can
you believe it? Fingers crossed
158 | What do you do when you realize that none of it really matters?
What do you do when you realize that none of it really matters and the whole
point is simply to