Monologue started on December 31st, 2020.

It marked day zero of a 'daily writing 365 project' that would run throughout 2021. The intention was simple: write something, anything, every day for a full year. Not to publish great work, but to practice. To think in public. To keep a steady flow of words moving.

I didn’t know where it would lead. I only knew I wanted to get better at writing, and repetition felt like the most honest way there.

Over the course of that year, Monologue became many things. Short observations. Lists. Doubts. Small realizations. Some days stretched into reflection, others barely made it past a single paragraph. Or a single word, in some cases. On December 31st, 2021, the project closed with entry 365, looking back at what daily writing had taught me.

Selected entries

If you want a sense of the original project without reading all 365 entries (I understand), a few moments stand out:

Since 2026, Monologue continues in a less restricted form. No daily commitment. No finish line. Just a place for thoughts that don’t belong elsewhere. A stream of consciousness. Almost like a public diary.

Entries appear when they need to.

Monologue (365 Project)

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365 | I completed one year of daily writing. This is what I learned

Well then, this year flew by, hasn’t it? I can’t believe it has been 365 days of daily writing already. I also can’t believe I made it! Exactly one year ago today, I decided on a whim that a 365 project to improve my writing skills would be a good idea.

364 | My anti-goals for 2022

In addition to my list of goals for next year, here’s also a list of things I don’t

363 | My goals for 2022

A few days ago [https://mitchellens.ink/quick-vibe-check/], I looked back on how many of my goals for 2021 I

362 | GTA V speedruns are therapeutic

After four days straight of Christmas celebrations, watching a 6 hour GTA V speed run was exactly the type of

361 | Last things remaining

Just to be clear: I am working on one final piece about my goals for next year, as well as

360 | The second day of Christmas

The second day of Christmas is the perfect moment to create a blend of watching silly YouTube videos, Bridget Jones’

359 | Merry Christmas to myself

Merry Christmas to myself. But also to some other people. You know who you are.

358 | Merry doing nothing for a few days

It’s the day before Christmas, or the day of Christmas Eve if you will, and I needn’t have

357 | De Ontluiking has its own place on the web now

YES! Not much to share today except for ONTLUIKING.NL being LIVE! It’s a work in progress, it always

356 | I'm nervous because the end is near

I'm nervous. The end of the year is near. That means I feel like I'm running

355 | Echoes of silence

It’s December 21, 2021 and that are only ten more days left in this project. Can you believe I’

354 | Movie night with myself

For a long time, I’ve wanted to watch The Equalizer. Not the 1980 or 2021 TV series, but the

353 | Knowledge, bliss and questions about them

If knowledge is power and ignorance is bliss, is being powerless then also blissful? Because it appears power and blissfulness

352 | mitchellensink.com

I bought the .com domain for my ‘firstnamelastname’ today and I can’t believe it was still free as well

351 | I deserve to sit down now

Yes! That 10KM walk was just what I needed. Sitting down feels deserved again and I can do it without

350 | Super simple

I put a new strap on my camera and now I want to pick it up and use it even

349 | Two more weeks

Just two more weeks to go man. I can barely believe it. While organizing my work, I was reading through

348 | 4 AM

It’s 4 in the morning and I’m tired. Yawning constantly with burning eyes that want to be closed

347 | The drafts stole today's story

The story I wrote for today ended up in my drafts because it requires some more thought so this sentence

346 | Napping like a cat

I stayed in, did naps all day and I don’t even feel bad about it.

345 | Quick vibe check

Quick vibe check: how many of the goals I've set for this year have I accomplished? Let'

344 | Tomorrow, guys

I don't have the time nor energy to do it today but I plan to look at my

343 | Saw one shot and caught a vibe

I saw a photo of a very peculiar looking man today, which caught my eye immediately. The photo is taken

342 | Too tired to pretend

I’m not sure if I’m too tired to care or too busy doing other stuff to pretend I

341 | A statement, for the hell of it

Am I not, a god on the camera? I seriously thought about leaving at that for today's entry

340 | Reorganized my home office, again

Reorganized my home office, again. This time though, I sort of got it to a point where I can also

339 | The Great Divide is not for me

You can not go on a protest to call for unity. Your protest is inherently pushing for the opposite. But

338 | December 4th

December 4th. Jay-Z's birthday. I don't know why I know that but I just do. For

337 | The things I do for my craft

The wind was blowing so hard, drops from the water reached all the way up to the few uncovered parts

336 | Verbs, verbing, verbalizing

Finishing the image licensing page. For now. Looking at the changing colours in the sky. Further tagging and categorising the

335 | Working out image licensing

I’ve been planning to setup a proper structure to license my images to companies, brands and anybody else who

334 | The pandemic is a big distraction of our real issues and we're all too dumb to notice

Rainy day. Sad, rainy day. One of those days that serve as a reminder you are living on the top

333 | Mondays are for working

Mondays are for working. Office working. Not the most inspirational of tasks, but definitely a necessary one. Also not one

332 | Sore legs and few steps

The effects of yesterday’s walk are strongly present in my legs. Therefore it won’t come as a surprise

331 | Finishing up business in the north

I admit, I felt like a mad man when I looked out the window this morning. At the same time,

330 | Facts to a fool

Presenting facts to a fool will not change a fool’s mind because a fool is not interested in the

329 | It’s 3 am and I keep tossing and turning

It’s 3 am and I keep tossing and turning. Can’t seem to fall into a deep sleep. Vivid

328 | It was very necessary

It is very necessary. Especially after the way I have been pumping myself up all morning. Will I take a

327 | We all secretly want to be cats, don't we?

The way this cat is laying down all relaxed right now, I wish I was a cat. But I think

326 | Mentally closing the year prematurely

To be honest, I'm already working my way towards closing the year. It's strange, because 2021

325 | The Morning

The Weeknd - The Morning, on repeat in my head. Though, despite the hedonistic theme of the song, my Sunday

324 | The spirit of winter

Winter is not officially here but its spirits are certainly felt already. The changes in light immediately draw me back

323 | Sleep better to walk faster

A mere 4800 steps today. Far less than past week’s average. It’s fine. Let me get some rest

322 | Hello kids and people older than that

Hello kids and people older than that. I’m happy to report I have not walked strenuous amounts today. My

321 | Poetic justice and angry feet

Don’t you think it’s poetic that the wrapper or the roll of bin bags is the first item

320 | All or nothing

Okay I gotta be honest, it's always either all or nothing with me. Just two days ago I

319 | Those moments of twilight never last long enough

As promised, I would be back to report on my week of doing stuff. So here I am: reporting. Sadly,

318 | I have a new plan!

New plan! I have a new plan! I’m not sure I will actually pull through but I like the

317 | Who can you bet on if not yourself

Who can you bet on if not yourself? That’s the main thought going through my mind the past few

316 | I’m feeling fine

I’m feeling fine. I’m functioning fine. Everything is just fine. But if I look real close and I

315 | A logo update

If you don’t count the final touches I did on the logo for De Ontluiking I did this afternoon,

314 | Anything for mental clarity

My mind is overflowing so I hope you don't mind me venting a little1. Meetings aren't

313 | Whoops, almost made a mistake

Whoops, I was already nodding off on the couch with my YouTube video but then I realised there have not

312 | As a now proud owner of an Apple Watch I have noticed a trend

As a now proud owner of an Apple Watch (let me finish, this won't get technical! Promised.) I

311 | I'm not breaking my streak

I’m so lazy and tired today I even considered breaking my streak of daily writing. But I won’t.

310 | Zooming. Zoning

The trees are passing by rapidly as the sun slowly sets behind them. I’m simply staring out the window,

309 | Write like a camera

Mindlessly scrolling around the internet in the little time I had today, I learned something. A thing that is good

308 | Candles and fondue

Can’t talk because tonight is all about the cheese fondue Charlotte is cooking up right now! Our first in

307 | Guess what?

Guess what? Never mind, you’ll never guess it. Chapter three of ‘De Ontluiking’ is online! Ah maybe you could’

306 | I write better in the mornings and I read better at night

Here's a thought: I write better in the mornings and I read better at night. The reason for

305 | Daylight saving myself from the noise

It's a little past 10 PM and everybody is giving into their sleepiness. Darkness sets in at around

304 | Woke up tiiiired

Do you know those days where your mind is just blank? Nothing in particular happening in there? Good. Me too.

303 | The new computer is treating me nicely

The new computer is treating me nicely. I had a shoot in the studio today (I can't really

302 | Sitting by the door

This man was sitting by the door aaaaalll day. Literally, the delivery could come between 9AM and 9PM so I

301 | Day 302 reflections

Okay it’s getting late and I need to put my words in for the day. Man, can you believe

300 | My god, can you believe it?

My god, can you believe it? I have turned into a coder. You know, like, a developer type kind or

299 | Goodbye Wordpress, you have been wonderful

Today I’ve decided to leave Wordpress for Ghost. After playing around with the idea for a bit, tempted by

298 | Little wussy

I can barely move because both of the cats are snuggling up against me and they’re the cutest little

297 | Looking around for inspiration

Browsing for inspiration. Screenshotting anything of interest. Tiny iterations slowly adding up to a larger whole. Doing everything yourself takes

296 | Weather doubts

In about ten minutes I need to be outside, riding my bike to meet up with friends. I’m still

295 | Zoning out

My own hands floating in the air in front of me. Slowly making imaginary shapes on the melodies of the

294 | Frameworks, am I right?

Frameworks, am I right? So enabling once you have one that you’re satisfied with. The past few years (yes,

293 | A sense of accomplishment would be nice

Eeeeeendleeeessss tinkering. Finishing nothing. It’s one of those days again. It’s okay, it’s okay. Things will all

292 | The books on the shelf

The books on the shelf, will I ever read them? I pick one up and flick through the pages. I

291 | I'm all here for it

The fall is here and so am I: all here for it. Sure, going on walks will be a little

290 | Coffee and vintage Drake to maintain the vibes

A last cup of coffee, vintage Drake playing from the Sonos Beam and a final brush through my ever-growing hair.

289 | Exciting times

Coming to you from the morning of a big shoot day, I’m writing to you now because experience tells

288 | Phone on silent please

Nah man my phone doesn’t ring anymore. Everything straight to voicemail. All messages captured by Do Not Disturb before

287 | I’m not feeling it today and I'm happy I don't

I’m not feeling it today. I’m not in a productive mood at all. Or, I should say, not

286 | Monologue, more like, public diary, amirite?

This thing has been turning more and more into a public diary hasn’t it? Yeah, I noticed it too.

285 | Much better

Much better! Today was much better! Though filled to the brim, a fine day it was. Did I mention today

284 | Sigh

Sigh. Today wasn’t much better than yesterday. There were no additional falls and no more cuts in fingers (knock

283 | One of those days, I guess?

Last client shoot today! Exciting. The sun shines lovely warm bright rays. Lovely. A bike ride home after the shoot.

282 | Listening only today

Oh shit. It’s evening already? Time moves fast when you hang around the house doing nothing. Thankfully, I’m

281 | Not enough time in a day

Not enough time in a day. Not in this day. Or rather, just enough time in a day. Though not

280 | One of the last ones this year

A foggy morning foreshadows a sunny day. The cold October air tickles my face and leaves a refreshing feeling in

279 | Another one! Another one!

Another one! Another one! Chapter two of The Efflorescence (De Ontluiking) is now online! Don’t have time to elaborate,

278 | Deep work and progress

Hello from the other side of an afternoon of deep work. As much as I love being out creating new

277 | Facebook is down. Good

I’m not saying I’m happy Facebook and it’s related services are down. What I will say though,

276 | The last Sunday

Before it’s too late and it’s past 12 already (ergo, the next day). I’m working on De

275 | Return to (normal) life

Mis amigos, estamos en la casa! And I’m not even mad about it. This does of course mean that

274 | A (few) word(s) a day #12

Infinite travel. Home.

273 | A (few) word(s) a day #11

Souvenirs, long strolls on the beach, final tapas, mental goodbyes.

272 | A (few) word(s) a day #10

I’m on the beach, beeaaaach.

271 | A (few) word(s) a day #09

Final stop! It’s not home but it feels like it. Tarifa, I love you already.

270 | A (few) word(s) a day #08

Plants everywhere in these white streets.

269 | A (few) word(s) a day #07

Public transport fiasco

268 | A (few) word(s) a day #06

Sun-kissed

267 | A (few) word(s) a day #05

Itinerary-switch (and that’s totally fine).

266 | A (few) word(s) a day #04

Exploration